Ethan was a popular, outgoing, social, college guy until an accident changed everything. Now, two years later, he is still suffering the repercussions and his mental state has never recovered. He’s anxious and experiences panic which has made him more reclusive and affected his self-worth and general life functioning. 

His best friend Knox has been by his side, the whole time and continues to try to push him to get better. He is smart, caring, loyal, protective, and supportive. He is gay and has been hurt in relationships before so is afraid of getting hurt again.

Ethan has just been stuck in a rut and can’t seem to break out of it. The guys at the support group want to help them as well. But during this process, something unexpected happens, and all of a sudden seemingly straight  Ethan is looking at his gay best friend a little differently. And Ethan has even more motivation to want to find his confidence and be able to live a full life again. 

This is an inspiring, emotional, low-relationship angst, best friends, roommates, bi-awakening story of overcoming fears, hope, and healing after trauma. Ethan and Knox have such a strong bond and connection built on a foundation of friendship but it is fortified by new discoveries and even deeper feelings. But they also both have some challenges to overcome.

This book brings back the other characters from the previous books sharing their support and teases future stories.