Blog Tour: Eleanor & Grey: Brittainy C. Cherry

by - Thursday, April 11, 2019

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Eleanor & Grey
Brittainy C. Cherry
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Release Date April 8, 2019

Greyson East left his mark on me.

As the young girl who first fell for him, I didn’t know much about life. I did know about his smiles, though, and his laughs, and the strange way my stomach flipped when he was near.

Life was perfect…until it wasn’t, and when we were forced to go our separate ways, I held on to our memories, let go of my first crush, and wished for the day I’d find him again.

When my wish came true, it was nothing like I imagined.

I couldn’t have known when I took the nanny position that it would be his children I looked after, that my new boss would be that boy I used to know, that boy who was now a man—a cold, lonely, detached man. 

The smile and laugh I had loved so much were gone, now distant memories. Every part of him was covered in a fresh pain.

When he realized who I was, he made me promise to do my job and my job only. 
He made me promise not to try to get to know him, not to recall the memories I’d treasured all this time. 

But, sometimes, I saw the boy I’d once known in his stormy eyes. I saw the Greyson who smiled and laughed, who had stolen a young girl’s heart, and there was no doubt in my mind that this boy was worth fighting for.

I was given a second chance with the one who’d left his mark on me. All I hoped was that somehow I’d leave a mark on his soul, too.
**Eleanor & Grey is a complete Standalone novel**

This just became my favorite book by this author and she has written some amazing, emotional books. These characters feel like they are real people, flaws, scars, and all. The past and present story lines are equally compelling. The title is perfect because Eleanor and Grey are the center of this second-chance love story over fifteen years in the making. When they are at their darkest times, it seems that the other ones shines a light to help them find their way out of the darkness. In both time periods, they each have painful situations they struggle with, but one of them always seems worse off than the other. So showing up, pushing the other, and giving each other a reason to smile is their dynamic.

He was him, I was me, and we were us. This was us. This was our story.

I loved the quirky, nerdy, awkward, book worm Eleanor. She always preferred to hide and be invisible, but Grey always saw her. She has a big heart and is loyal and kind. During the course of this story we see a lot of change in Grey's personality.  In his youth, despite his own sadness and difficulties, he is charming, protective, thoughtful, and caring. With Eleanor he could always be his true self that no one ever tried to see. Their friendship saved them from loneliness and gave them hope. I loved how they organically developed, and was heartbroken that circumstances were not on their side.

In the present, we see the new and not-improved Grey. But it is understandable that he has turned off his emotions and is licking his wounds. He appears closed off, rude, short-tempered, and uncaring. He is lost in a really bad place and not sure he will ever find his way out. He does not think he deserves happiness and can't face his new reality. And Eleanor is not even sure she can reach him or help him find his way back to life and is daughters.

But if anyone can get to him, it would be Eleanor. But he and his family have a lot of healing to do and painful emotions to face. And Eleanor still has some of her own pain to bear. Will she be able to reach his hardened heart and help them be a family again? Or are they destined to keep crossing paths at the worst times and have bad timing?

This book captivated me from the beginning. It was en emotional roller coaster, but I did not want go get off even though it made me anxious. I hated to have to put it down. I had to know what was coming next.

I totally felt for these characters, even when they sometimes made me frustrated or mad. My heart hurt and I wanted them to really be okay.  They have fears and insecurities. They make mistakes.  The subject matter is hard and the pain is raw and real. Their lives are messy, complicated, and they have experienced unexpected losses and pain. But it is also a beautiful story of acceptance, friendship, true love, healing, and finding reasons to smile every day. The girls came to life on the pages and felt like real kids with fluctuating behavior and attitudes. The dynamics between all of them was a big part of the story and increased the emotional depth. I liked her cousin, Shay, and his friend, Landon. They provided both comic relief and emotional support. I would love to read more about them. 

I received this book for free from the author in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

Eleanor
Thirty-two years old

Greyson’s assistant, Allison, finished giving me a tour of the house. “Okay, I think that’s everything. I’m going to head out now, but go ahead and make yourself comfortable. Get used to the property. Mr. East knows you’re here today, so don’t feel like you aren’t allowed to wander around a bit. If you need anything, my cell number is on the contact list in the book, or you can email me. If nothing comes up, I hope your first day goes well. Claire will be with you Monday to make sure the transition goes smoothly.”
I must have looked terrified because as Allison grabbed her coat and purse to leave, she gave me a light squeeze on the shoulder. 
“You’re going to be fine, Eleanor. Mind over matter. You got this. Let’s touch base later in the week so I can check in on how things are going.”
“Sounds great. Thanks, Allison.”
After she left, I took a deep breath and flipped through a few pages in the binder. Then, I did a once-through of the house, familiarizing myself with whose room was where. There was something so unsettling about the quietness of Greyson’s home. It was so dark with an odd gloomy feeling attached to it, haunting almost. I didn’t mean dark as in the lighting situation, rather it was the energy level. There was such a heaviness in the space. 
The place felt like a house, not a home.
If I hadn’t known any better, I wouldn’t have believed a family lived there at all. 
It felt so abandoned, almost like a memory frozen in time.
That might’ve just been my own thoughts, thought, due to knowing about the tragedy that had taken place in the lives of the individuals who lived there. With the number of books I’d read, it wasn’t inaccurate to say my mind wandered toward the dramatics. 
I walked back into the kitchen, flipping through the binder, completely taken aback by the girls’ schedules. Between school, swim lessons, karate, piano lessons, physical therapy, and grief counseling, I wasn’t sure how they found the time to live a little.
“Eleanor.”
I leaped out of my skin at the sound of my name and turned to see Greyson standing behind me with an empty glass in his hand. He was dressed in a suit and tie, which was so strange to me. 
Who wore a suit and tie in their own home? 
I hardly wore pants when I was home alone. 
“Oh, Greyson, hi. Sorry I’m still here. Allison was just giving me a tour, and she said it was okay to look around a bit more.”
“She made me aware.”
Wow. He had responded immediately, unlike the first time I saw him. I called that progress.
I smiled at him, but he didn’t smile back, and that felt like the oddest thing in the world. The old Greyson had been full of smiles.
“It’s a beautiful home,” I stated, unsure what else to talk about. “It’s massive. I swear, it’s like ten times the size of my place.” He blankly stared my way as I shifted from foot to foot. “I love the décor,” I blurted out, and I hated myself the second the words left my lips. Just walk away, Eleanor. Don’t be awkward. “Those throw pillows in your living room are to die for. Where did you get them?”
“The interior designer chose everything,” he replied dryly. 
“Oh, right, of course. My interior designer is normally the clearance section at T.J. Maxx,” I joked. “Or on special occasions, Target.”
He didn’t laugh, probably because I wasn’t funny. 
I wondered when was the last time he’d laughed. 
Did he ever find anything funny anymore?
We kept staring at one another in the most uncomfortable silence, though I didn’t feel as if I could pull myself away from it. I probably stared at him too long, but how could I not? I’d gone fifteen-some years without looking at him. It was understandable that I wouldn’t be able to turn away quickly. 
The awkwardness of it all finally came to a halt when Greyson cleared his throat. 
“Eleanor?” 
“Yes?”
“I came for water.” 
“Oh?” I stared at him like an idiot, wide-eyed like a deer in headlights, waiting for his next words. I stood still as if he were going to expand on his interest in water. Was he offering me a drink? Were we going to sip water and catch up on things? Was I finally going to be able to ask him how he’d become the CEO of his father’s company at such a young age? What had happened to his father?
His stare narrowed, and his lips turned down in a displeased fashion. He nodded once.
“Hmm?” I asked.
He nodded more aggressively this time, gesturing past me.
I glanced behind me and realized I was standing right in front of the refrigerator, blocking the water dispenser. I stepped to the side, mentally beating myself up.
Idiot.
“Oh, right, of course. Well, I think I’m done here, so I’ll see myself out,” I stated, scrambling to grab my binder. “Have a good afternoon.”
He didn’t reply, but that wasn’t shocking. I was quickly learning that this new Greyson didn’t have nearly as much to say as the old one.
Brittainy C. Cherry
Author Brittainy C. Cherry is an Amazon #1 bestselling author.

She has been in love with words since the day she took her first breath. She graduated from Carroll University with a Bachelors Degree in Theatre Arts and a minor in Creative Writing.

Her novels have been published in 18+ countries around the world. Brittainy lives in Brookfield, Wisconsin with her fur babies.

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